I think about the Unity message of put your own mask on first which is a metaphor of how airlines instruct passengers youre no good if you cant breath yourself. But, my problem, even though I like to give, is that I have an expectation back. Thats something I need to get over. I need to give and thats it. I have had the mentality that if I give then people will give to me. Well, thats misplaced expectation, attracting those that expect me to give to them. I need to not expect from others, and give freely. Whether or not I get anything from anyone in return should be superfluous. If I expect, then I’m not giving. So, here I go down that metaphysical dichotomy of Catch 22s. 😉