Some mornings (most?) as I lather up in the shower, my mind begins to think of what I will be doing, or, frequently, what has been bothering me. I notice that I talk as if Im talking to another person typically someone that has been bothering me.
I know that this brings negative energy, but I wonder why it feels good to me to get this off my chest? Maybe it doesnt, maybe its just bringing more of what I dont want. So, how do I stop this?
One way is to think of the good people and those that have helped you in your life. I sometimes have to mindfully focus to move that energy pattern from the victim mentality to the peace, love and acceptance mentality. Its hard.
http://www.tricycle.com/insights/do-thoughts-ever-stop
But, lets not be too hard on ourselves either. Theres no such thing as perfection.
http://www.tricycle.com/interview/practice-first
And, theres no such thing as bad meditation.
http://www.tricycle.com/-practice/stepping-towards-enlightenment